Last weekend too busy...

Belle had a dancing performance for the National Day Dinner in my area. You noe, those MPs and whoever incharge of this area of my home.
As her school was PAP school, thats why they are performing...

Its was on last sat.

I reach at 8.30pm as it was the time the teacher wan us to be there. I waited, standing at the side for 45 mins!! Even my two boys waited till they fallen aslp... Cos those pple keep giving speeches and dunno what awards to other pple.

And guess wat, waited for 45 mins and they (the kids) only dance for 5 mins... -_-"

I got take a few photos, but mostly cant see Belle as she was behind and so many parents are taking pics lor...


Know which one is her? In the middle back...

Today rain so haevily and big that my working area was flooded lor... So frightening, haha...
Almost all the road are flooded, till even those drain are submerge in the rain water.

I saw a few parking cars are half-submerge in the water. I even called out my colleagues and those aunties out to see. Even my boss oso..

Even the primary school in front of my office building are flooded. Kids are stuck in the school making so much noise even I can heard from fifth floor...

Terrible right? Look kinda scary... Luckily its stop rainin and the flooded rain water all subside to dunno where when its time for me to go home...

Actuali my workplace was a regular flood place. Every year when its a damn big rainin day, it sure will flood de.

How come the water never flow down the drain? Or too much water for the drain to handle? I keep wonderin but I still cant figure out.

Anyway, I have started to teach Garren to go toilet when he want to pee or wat... He is 3 and half years old liao... Cant let him rely on those diapers anymore. Since he now can understand what Im saying, tink its time to start the toilet training... A few times he almost pee out but hold back and told me he want to go toilet. Lucky he still know to control.

So tired recently. Tink I getting sick. Throat itchy, feel like coughing and head so heavy... Wonder iz Im down with cold.. Hmm, or too heaty?

Ok, today is a bad day, early morning get scold from boss becos of thing tat's not my fault!! *Doink*

So suay lor... If reali got buy 4D sure wont win de la...

Sian, today make payment for my wallet hope before end of this week will receive... hehe...

So tired today...

So boring...

Everyday I walk past the notice board at the MRT station and always saw there are notices about missing pple.

Then I kaypo, went to crime library and search those information of the missing pple. So many are teenagers that I think run away from home... Thinkin back I oso got try before.
I run away from home 2X....

1st is when my parent are quarrelling, I really cant stand it, so I steal my mum money and took mrt to my bro's ex gf home. But I went home after a few days. I was only 13 years old that time.

2nd time was my rebellious time... my parent had already seperated and I live with daddy. Daddy always not at home.. always nobody at home, so I run away from school, from home for 2 weeks. My buddy fren Kelly and I went around fren house to stay, or void deck sometimes... Life is a misery, haha... One day daddy found me and chase me, of cos I run... ended fall down while trying to jump down from a veri high place and got my kneecap hurt. Bleed alot. Daddy caught me, nv scold me but I still cry, cos I really miss him. Hahaha... I was only 15 years old.

Now thinkin back, I really let them down alot... But their divorce had really given a veri big impact in my teenage year. The time I really needed their attention, they are busy quarrelling and fighting... that time daddy always scold me for not helping him to beg mummy back and mummy keep threatening that if we keep mention daddy she wont tok to us... Life is really veri damn f**king miserable at that time... Daddy always drunk, came home make alot of noise...

Pple always say me why Im so silly, after how "he" treated me, why still continue to bw with him.. COS I told myself before I DUN WAN to be like my parents. Thats why I always tolerate...

Maybe Im really silly.

Realized that only one person making effort on a marriage will never work out everything... A clap need two hand to make... Just like marriage, need a man and woman who really have love for each other....

So my thinkin have change...

Hope what I think is right...

Cos to tell the truth, Im more happier that before... at least I no need to have sleepless nights wondering who my husband are sleepin with.

:)

Saw this internet. Gals best frens!! My dream ring!!!

OMG!! Love it! Hahaha!!!

Anyone wan to buy for me??????? :P

Finally, Belle are enrolled in Lianhua Primary. Althou this school was not the one I intent to enrol her in, but after consider that most her kindergarten frens are there, might as well enrol her in.

Dazhong Primary Im not so familiar and since so many pple say mostly are malay students there, think Lianhua are the best choice liao.

Went to check MOE website and only 30+ pple register for the 69 vancacies, Belle are confirm in and no nid to go thru balloting again...

Garren have learn to wear his pyjamas. Im quite rejoy that my Garren have grow up abit. He is not a bad kid, just hyperactive. Everything want to touch, everything want to pick up. Never stop running and climbing. But its ok, he is a boy afterall.

Saw a coach Non Authentic pink wallet. Veri nice.. Still considering wan to buy anot.. Its a medium size wallet with a coin compartment.


I think Im goin to buy... The more I look at it the more I like it, hahaha!!!

Dunno why got a ulcer in the inner between my top and bottom teeth, aiyo, so painful xia... Being a few days liao.. now getting better since I got rub salt and apply the watermelon powder.

Everyone told me Im too heaty.. Am I? I drink alot of water de lei... Haiz...

Wonder when I can get my PSP...? Argh... Wanted to save money to buy but hor veri hard lor... Haiz 2 X...

Seem Elaine's puppy reminds me of mine in the past...

That was, hmm... 5 or 6 yrs ago... All was giving away after my Belle was 1 yr old.
Dad say she was learning to climb so its not good to have dogs since they always drop their hair...

I miz them soo much, especially my female dog... was with me for many years...

They had 2 batches of puppies. All was given away.
Haiz..

Now even if I got a new one, I dun even noe I got the time to take care of it anot.
3 kids already making goin crazy... Keke...

Having dog sumtimes are not good too, if they die, I sure will cry like hell and I cant stand seeing them leaving me with my own eyes.

Hope they are well taken care of... Miz them always...

Sian, just now met Belle's ex classmate and her mum. Told them about Belle couldnt get in St Anthony Pri and decided to enrol her to Dazhong Pri.
She say that Dazhong Pri mostly was malay students as that area live alot of malay families...
Then she told me that Lianhua Pri got a shortcut to walk to mrt station, no nid to take bus back to mrt station...

Maybe this Mon go try out the shortcut she say...

If really ok, tink enrol her to Lianhua Pri cos most of her frens enrol there...

Ok, tink forget about St Anthony Pri... Was hoping to get in cos it reali damn near my hse. Since Im not successful in getting in, might as well find 2nd nearest one.

As for the MPs, I tink he cant help much. He actuali told me that since the school have fill up all vacancies, how my Belle going to fit in.. -_-" He say I have to register her to other school and when school open next year then see if got any vacancy that transfer her over...

Hmm, tink got go MPs or not makes no different... Why should I waste the money to buy uniform liao then still transfer her to other school and have to buy uniform all over again... XIA LA, waste of money... Told him Im a single mum with 3 kids liao... Doesnt he understand meh...

And I dun like the way he look at Belle from head to toes and to head again... Like judging my kid... Makes me feel damn f**king irritating and uncomfortable...

I hate pple who look down on kids just becos they got a parents that have bad past or not in marriage.

I may not be highly educated or comes from a damn rich family, BUT, I also wish my kids to have a bright future and give them watever I can!! SO those out there who loks down on others pple kids, tink again... cos maybe one day, they might be a successful person...

Ok, back to the school issue...

I have chose a 2nd nearest school to my home... DAZHONG PRIMARY.

This is my second choice. Looks ok to me. At least dun have a Sec school nearby it.

Ok, see the different in distance from my house to the 2 schools. The red dots are the walking path to the school.

Now Dazhong Pri only got 36 vacancies. If this 20th got more than 36 pple register then have to ballot again.. *sweat*

How I hatez balloting... *doink*

*PRAY*

My boss say I din pray before I go balloting yesterday thats why never get in... T_T... I dun reali believe in this kind of thing, but before I go for the 20th, I beta pray to my Ah Gong before I go to ask him to help Belle...

Went to the balloting and was very sad cos Belle din manage to get in.

Reali so sad i almost cry out. Cos if she go to other school which is further from my house, I have to put her in a student care and hire school bus. Which I really dont want.

Regret that I din actuali do volunteer job at the school.
Dinno got such thing until Belle's kindergarten fren which is a yr older than her, her mum told me. By that time its was too late cos at least muz volunter for a year.

Later will go down to MPs to see whether they can help anot as its reali hard for me, a single mum to run here and there to fetch all my kids.

PICS AT AMK HUB AND CENTRAL

All the kids are enjoying the car rides except my bb. Too bad, he is too young to play. Later got in accident. Hahaa... See Belle riding bike lor.. Aiyo, my mum always say she like boy...

Garren joining in the coloring contest. See he so serious. The pple there acutali let him join in even thou he is not 5 yet.

The boring one.
Karin's younger son sleeping while bb was sitting in the pram. Dun wan him to come down and run all over the place.

The "aunties", Sandy and karin. Hahaha...

Gathering At AMK Hub

Oh, ya, jus finish my new blog layout... again.. Thanks to Kynzgal who create the skin.

Anyway, tink I will stop changing for a certain time. Do all this blog thing took up so many time of mine. Actuali nid whole day jus to put in everythin... -_-"

Yester went AMK hub meet Karin and Sandy. Ask Kelly too but she was in Eunos..

Actuali went there to see 'JJ'. Heard that she is workin at one of the shop there... No particular reason. Jus curious how she looks like. (means we kaypo,hahaha)
But we never saw her...

There was this coloring Competition organiser by the Central Singapore. We also join in the fun since its free.
The competition is for kids between 5 to 9 yrs old. Prizes are, 1st got a $50 NTUC voucher... as for 2nd and 3rd, I forgotten, cos I only interested in the 1st. Hahaha...
Eden, Don and Belle join for the contest but... we never win.. -_-"

The kids went to play the 3buck motor car ride. 1st time saw got remote de. Garren's car was actuali control by me. Hehehe... Quite interesting...

Will upload the pics later... Com cant detect my phone.. Sian...

Monday going to St Anthony Pri at 2.30pm to see the balloting!!!
Soo excited. Tink I work till 1.30pm. Dont intend to take off since its at afternoon..

I don't particular dislike cats but last nite I really feel like killing my neighbour cats.

My malay neighbour which just live opposite me, got alots of stray cats he kept outside his house. All are balck cats. At least got 4 or 5 of them. They like to come in my house walk around and go out again. I was quite used to it.

But recently, I begin to keep pets birds. Becos of that, those cats have become more and more daring. Always climb up my windows and try to disturb them. At first they was just disturbing them and I have chase them out of my house alot of times. There is once the cats actuali climb in the windows and sleep on my bed when nobody at home. I was very distressing but I never confront my neighbour.

Last nite was different.

Around midnite, I havent sleep and my daddy just came home from work. So our front door was open but the gate was close. My neighbour was outside, dunno doing what with his cats. Then I heard a squeaking sound. We thou the cats was chasing mouse or rat. Then suddenly my neighbour called us and say the cats are inside our house. Then we hurry rush to the kitchen where we hang the birds. The f**king cat was biting one of my Puteh in his f**king mouth. He was up at my kitchen window. we try to save the bird but f**king cat keep hissing at us. There were 2 of them. I hurry called my neighbour in to tame the f**king cat.

When the cat drop the bird from his mouth, my poor puteh was dying. Got a big wound under one of its leg. I was so saddened as I like the bird soo much.

My neighbour ask how much we want as a compensation. So we told him the bird is a grown up and good type. Dunno why ended up quarrelling. Now we are not on good term liao. Whatever lor, actuali say if we don''t wan the cats to go in then close our door everytime. WTF lor... He tinkin the corridor his father de meh.

His cats are gold mah... Already give in alot. My windows all closed up becos dun wan his cats to climb in. Now still sound like blaming us. Its his fault to let his cats running all over the place mah. He tink we love hs cats meh. But treat him neighbour thats why never da anythin.

Reali gone overlimit...

Oh, suddenly remember that day I went to visit "him". He ask me.

Him : Why you never wear our ring?
Me : Wear for what? Wear also meaningless liao...
Him : Meaningless? Then why you still come visit me?
Me : Your mum they all need to work mah... ...
Him : You want to be a single mum is it?
Me : ... ... ... ...
Him : If like that you don't come visit me anymore. Ask my mum come.


And alot more which I forgotten.


How can I forgive and forget everything he had put me thru? The last year we are still together, I was like living in hell.


How many times I can't get to sleep becos of him? Everyday have to worry him doing what behind my back again. Its reali a hell-like lifestyle I having during that time. Like a stupid woman dunno still hoping for what from a guy like him.

Counting back, I also lost count of the number of marital affairs he had. Most of them was caught myself. Can you believe it? And Im still like a idiot to forgive him so many times lor.
I have being moving in and out of that house for so many times, my fren say, " a woman can only move back once. If too many times, guys will think you will still go back to him no matter what he do. You will lose your dignity."
This is SO true.

Time to wake up and realize what is reality and what is fantasy... I have wasted too many years... Now I only hope to have a better life...

Back from mummy there... Reach home at 10+++pm. So shag... Al kids are in the room watchin vcd, again. Told them to go sleep but nobody heeds me.. haiz.

Today Kelly called me. Our conversation.

Kelly : You going anywhere later?
Me : Yup, my mum there. Y?
Kelly : No lah, at home very sian. My bb long time never go out liao.
Me : Hmm.. Im lazy to go out leh.. Karin and Sandy jio me to Bugis I oso dun feel like going. Today holiday, Go everywhere oso veri pack. Brim so many kids very troublesum.

So ended up I never meet up with her. Partially Im tired to brim so many kids and Im broke. Hahaha...

Today at mum there keep eating alot of junks. *OMG*
SO hungry, like just got release from below. My mum cookin Pumpkin rice with mushrooms. YumYum.. Veri delicious lor. She told me to brim back so vegetables so I can cook at home. I told her Im lazy to cook. She keep naggin and naggin... hahaha, how I love her naggin...

Now tat big and small bros not around, at home more borin, so keep visiting my mummy.. Can accompany her and relax at there.

Tomorrow working, sian. Wish so much Im a tai tai who can everyday shop. Hahaha, tink every women wans to be like that. For me, hard la.

Today is National Day, Happy Birthday Singapore!!!
Not much a holiday mood since its tiring to go out with so many kids. Again, later goin down my mum place. Home alone is reali veri boring... No "pple" to tok to.

Finally, St Anthony Pro called me yesterday and told me the time for balloting. Its at 2.30pm at St Anthony Pri on 13th August, Monday. SOOOOO EXCITED!!!.Hope we are not the suay one to get kick out!

Yesterday went to west mall and buy a orange tote bag. Reali veri veri nice!! Cost 39.90, *faint* but I like it alot. Thks B for buyin for me!! Haahaahha..!!


Nice hor, of cos the model in the pic is not me.. Its my Belle darling !! Hahaha, trainin her to do modeling. Hahaha...


Also got myself tis Cortry Eye Masks. Haiz, bo bian, reali cant stand my eyes, big but not pretty...

It wrote tat dark eyes circles is cos by lack of sleep, eye fatigue and eye aging.
Eye fatigue is cos by overuse of eyes during work or study, sleep, exposure to radiation abd pollution and eyes becomin too dry...

Had to admit I reali overwork my eyes. I always force myself not to sleep when my eyes are tired and I got dry eyes becos of usin contact lenses for long hours... Hmm, its my fault my eyes become like tis... *sobSob*

Hope tis got use lor.. Havnt try out yet, it say for mild eye agin use 12 - 30 times while moderate eye agin use 30 - 60 times. For severe one, use 60 - 120 times!!!
Dunno mine is consider as which level...

Oh well, got to go... preparing to go Mummy there with delicious dinner waitin for us!!

Ciaos!!!

PICS OF ZOO OUTING ON 05 AUGUST 2007

Reali had alot of fun there!!! If got chances again will go.

Btw, for ur information, the price for the admission is 17 for adult and 8 for kid, if Im not wrong... forgotten hw much liao cos 2 adults and 2 kids is 50 buck mah...