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Monday, March 31, 2008

Confirming !!!!!!

I have spoken to my boss about my quittin from the post. She ask me why and I told her her straight... The money Im earning now really cant cover anything at all, except our basic needs in life like meals and kids things. Then she say will i reconsiderate if she put me in a full time basic.. but I cant work in Sat since Belle got tuition. Then she propose to let me work part time Mon to Fri, 9am to 5pm, basic $1k.

She ask me to go consider then let her know. I haven't told her i got job offer liao.. Then She say no matter what I still have to gif her 2 wks time to find a replacement although Im a PT which need not notice if Im quitting. I say ok and I told the staff at the new company that I need to work till 10th April. SHe say ok and ask me to start work at 15th April.

So after confirming with my goin-to-be new company, I told my boss that I got a fren wo is introducing me a job and the salary is $**00. She ask me to go make sure its relly that amount. She say normally they say tis amount but always not true... I just keep quiet.

After thinking throughly, its better to have a job with medical and annual leaves and deduction of CPF since I wanted to take a flat of my own with my kids. This is what I always wish for.

Anyway, after 15th, I will be really veri busy.. Cos need to work longer time... Now PT already like no time...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I got a new job!!! Yeah!!

Yesh!!! Finally!! I got a job from my last interview!!!

Its at Bukit Batok. Although need to change bus, but at least its near my house and I like the benefits and working hours they offer.

1. Working hours: 9am to 6pm.
(Enough time for me to go prepare for work after kids go school and fetch them straight after work)

2. No need to work on sat. Its a 5 days work.
(So that I can brim Belle to her Tuition as usual every sat morning!)

3. No OT at all cos they actually concern about the safety of the office ladies.
(Like that I dont have to afraid I will be late to fetch them)

4. Salary (Nondisclosure)
(Im satisfied of the salary they offer and there will also be a increment after 3 mth probation period)


This job is what I have being finding!! At my house area, working hour matches my time, 5 days work week, no OT needed!!

But I still dunno how to tell my boss Im goin to stop work. They actually hope I can start on 1st April... Although alot of pple say PT no need to give notice.. But I dunno my boss will let me go so easy anot... Haiz...

But still "Ren Bu Wei Ji, Tian Zhu De Mien" (chinese saying). I really need to head for a better prospect cause of my kids. My expenses have increased ever since Belle went to Primary school. Beside I have to settle my debts. I have to settle everything myself cause there is no one to help me and I cant expect to wait for help... Everytime I stretch my hands out for help, I felt so disgrace... Makes me have no dignity at all...

Anyway, will update the outcome!!

WISH ME GOOD LUCK!! :)

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Kelly's daughter...


Last Sat Kelly brim her daughter to come visit at my place. Sooo long nv see her daughter le... how long is it.. hmm.. think the last time I saw her was she was only a few mths old, still lying in the pram. Now already know how to walk lor!!! So KAWAII!!! So long nv see her le... Chit chat till 7pm.. then her hubby come fetch her. Think she not planning for another one yet. So glad that she having a good life now.



This morning before going to school take de. Too bad Belle had already went to school. =P

Still havnt found a job. Went for a few interviews but, not success bah... Anyway, I will keep trying and trying de!! Kam Ba Tei!!!!

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Grates!!

Thanks pretty mummies!! Garren's injury have recovered. Although the toe still look like abit swollen, doc say its ok!!!

^^

Thursday, March 13, 2008

This is so weird..

Suddenly I felt I'm very remote to blogging. I used to like to write alot of my feeling in here, but now its seems just so weird to let people know my personal lifestyle...

Anyway... I still like to blog. Just for fun and to reduce my boredom at home.

Ok...

Recently become very obsessed with TV dramas. Last week finished watching the "Qing Hua Wang Zi Bai Jin Nui" from korea. ChU goin to start broadcast this week and I finish it online. Very nice love story and funny. Yesterday finished the "Tai Wang Si Shen Ji", oso from korea. Very hard to get my hand on it cause alot of people wanted to rent it. Yup, I rent from video shop de. The effect in the drama are really good but the storyline, or should I say the ending, I din like it at all. Alot of people who watch it say the ending sucks. I understand why. There's no ending at all. Luckily it's a rented one. Or else no worth to buy and keep.

Karin intro me a 2 years ago taiwan drama, "Smiling Pasta". Main leads are Zhang Dong Liang and Cyndi Wong. She finished the drama and she say ahe like it anot, ask I seen it already. I got saw the drama online but I haven't start watching cause I wanted to finish my anime "Naruto Shippuuden". I LOVE animes!! Much more than dramas.

Because of watching all this dramas and cartoons, I haven't really sleep well. Everyday sleep around 1 to 2am. Making me not enough sleep. Luckily Belle having school holiday, so can sleep late since I bring her to student care centre while on my way to work. Belle have already started to go student care. Its more better. Like that I dont need to rush up and down from my mum there. But my expenses are increasing again. Now still have to pay for the student care fee. She is oso having tuition classes by the CDAC at Keming Pri every Sat morning. Not very convenience for me since both bois didnt go to school. Time really all crushed up. Making me want to change a new job also very hard... Wanted tp find a 5 days week job near my house. Anyone got any intro? Because of Belle's tuition, I cant work 5.5 days... Sian...

Monday, March 3, 2008

Myself

To other people, they see as me a strong woman who can raise 3 kids all by myself. Everyone thinks that Im strong and tough. Well, Im not.
Im oso just a human who oso will break down sometimes. I will oso feel scared and worry and hoping for a shoulder to rely on sometimes. I oso will feel like giving up because of the stress sometimes.

I hate people thinks I can handle everything myself just because I never say anything. I hate people thinks Im ok with everything. I hate people climb on to my head just because I kept quiet. I hate people thinks Im nice just because I always agree with anything.

To put it simple...
I hate myself for being weak and soft ear.

I should have being more hard hearted, more cruel, more wise.

Well, Im just stupid. I just always dont admit it myself.

Sometimes I really feel lost and hoping a guide. But I soon realized that there are just something I cant rely on other people and must find solutions myself.

I envy those who really knows how to think. Haha..
Although envy is not a good solution.

Keep wondering, when will tis kind of life end? When I can finally free from all the problem?
There will never be an answer if I dont find solution MYSELF...

Hating those who cause me to become now is useless. Might as well use that brain o think what I can really do...

So what can I do...??