Sometimes, I really wonder why am I blogging for so long...
Iz because eversince got married and have kids, less freedom to go out and more time are spent at home, thats why really feel veri bore and started to play blog instead. It was like a way of communicate with other pple out there.

When I started to blog, mostly was to kill boredom. At that time I was working in Motorola and my time is veri free in the afternoon. Thats why started to blog.

Secondly, was to vent out my suffering and fustration of my failed marriage to 'him'. All this years with him, suffered more than being loved. Even my frens are tired of my complaining of 'him'.

Now purely blog for fun.

Hoping one day when my kids grow up, they can see what their mum felt during the time they were still young, but dunno whether possible anot since still got 20 years before they are fully grown adults and able to understand the truth and reality of this so called world.

Actually began to felt I have nothing to blog liao, except about kids...

Of course, the real story of my life are bring held on by me. Time is not ripe yet for me to post out the things I truely wanted to say...

So now for the time being, we'll wait... .... :)

Today is not a good day... Keep having headaches... making me veri tired n keep feeling not well. Dunno why, maybe tis becos Im too stress, keep thinkin of all the problems Im facing or maybe its becos need to take care of them.. not enough sleep. Nv go work today... Have a good rest at home. Brim them to school veri late. Ard 1030am then brim them go...

Sian, tml stil got to work...

ZhuZhu 2nd Birthday

Although its a small celebration, but they enjoyed themselves. Especially the part where there is a balloon which is filled with lots of sweets and chocolates and biscuits and zhuzhu had to use a stick and burst the balloon so that they can get it. Thks to my fren for the suggestion.. ! ^-^

Hm, Faiso digi-color hyper stay mascara, not good.
Cant see the glitter at all and veri veri hard to remove. Imagine I have to use at least 3, 4 pieces of cottons with eye makeup remover before I can entirely remove it from my lashes. Althought not ex, but reali nothin special. I keep asking my fren he got see the glitter in my eyes anot. He keep saying no until when we are at open area which got sunlight then he say yes... aiyo...

Yesterday after getting my thing done, went to Jurong point walk walk and watch 'Resident Evil: Extinction'. Reali veri exciting. Makes me scream a few times. Cos the sound effect is good lor. Hahaha...
Went to Toy'r'us buy party hats and balloons for zhuzhu's party and bought a 'Doraemon' cake at Polar. I wear the white heel which I bought online, really kills my feet. Lolz...

Went to Fish & Co for my lunch. Dunno why the restaurant was empty.

Had this Conriander Fish, (forgotten hw to spell) while my fren had Swordfish... kekeke... Really worth to eat cos taste good and not that ex. Especially that swordfish meal. Got 2 veri big piece of fried swordfish and cost only 14.90 buck and yet taste really good.

Cam-whoring while having lunch...

After that went to John Little bought 2 pieces of Pierre Cardin Bra sets. Also went to Sasa for a walk and saw this Preglued reuseable eyelashes adhesive strand. Seems reali veri convenient, Just stick ur fakies on it and then put out and stick to ur eyes.

No messy glue marks or hrs of sticking ur fakies. Dunno good anot, but the salesgirl over there told me its a hot item. Alot of pple are buyin. Dunno what she says is true or not.

When I first go in, she told me tis finish then the second time I walk past, she actuali shouted for me that the stock have come. But left only 2 box... I bought 1 to try out. Cost 3.95 buck for 4 strands and can be reuse until its not sticky.

Tink its a good item for me since Im a noobie for fakies.. LOlz..

Cam-whoring at home. Abit zhi lian and bo liao hor.. Bawahaha...

After everthing is done, went home for a rest before goin over mum's place with kiddos for Zhuzhu's birthday.

Today went on a cosmetics spree!!!
But only got some out of all the things I wanted to buy...


Wanted to buy Canmake lipgloss de, but couldnt find the one I want so bought fasio full glossy lips instead. Not bad...

Veri lasting and no taste at all. Bought tis baby peach for a natural looks... but seems like too dull xia.... But reali a gd lipgloss, no matter how I lick my lips, it just stay there.

I think Im crazy cos I actuali bought 2 mascara and 2 base... -_-"
Like wasting money. But wanted to try out this silkygirl lash maximizer and its cheap!! Offer at $9.90 nia...

Dun dare to spent too much cos tomorrow is Zhuzhu's birthday!!! Got celebration for him at mum's place. And Saturday is Belle's graduation concert. She is performing Fashion Show. She is goin to do catwalk!!!And zhuzhu will be cuttin cake with the MP on that day cos they will celebrate birthdays for all the kids every mths. Seem veri funny. I even ask the teacher I need to accompany him go on stage cut cake with other pple anot. Luckily, no need.. LOLZ...

Dunno why recently veri obsessed with spendin money... Maybe cos everyday is the same, makes me veri bored at home bah...

Tomorrow after getting my things done, maybe will go catch a movie. So LONG NV GO LIAO!!!! Everyday work, discipline, angry... reali need a day to relax. Otherwise sooner or later will gone case...

Hm, nearly forgot, need to buy new slippers for them too. Their slippers is veri dirty liao.

Sian, today try out doin faky lashes again...
Reali veri hard to do + no time to do since nid to rush them to school then rush to work...
Ended up I remove it and go for work as I was late... again....

Keep late for work recently, reali veri bore lor, cos recently nuttin much to do.
Got so many things I wan to buy!!!

Added a new column, my buying list. Things I really wanted to buy!!

PICS TO THE "STUPID" AUDITION

Finished. Finally can go home. Never ever want to go again...





At The Audition. Belle. Waitin for 1 hr already...


Garren getting ready for the audition.

1.52pm:- Now at work.

Boss just went out, nobody at office. Colleagues, one went out, one went for lunch...
Finally can play with com for awhile. But limited places to surf cos office com is antique, still at wins 98... -_-" Boss dont allowed us to use for own self. Can omly surf secretly...

Today is reali not my day. I think in the morning only.
Try to put on the lashes but just couldnt get it right. Kiddos wont wake up for school. And I was really late for work. In the end, never put the lashes. Makes my mood dropped alot... Worse, took train over station, should drop at CW, but ended up in QT... Wa lau, SIAN....

Luckily never got scolded for being super late. 40mins.
But whole day notting to do like wasting time sitting here and let time flowed away..

Still tinking whether keepin the DMK heels anot. Really too high liao. But I like it alot. Hm, plus I got sweaty hands and feet. Always sweat for no reason. I know, my health is not good. Dun worri, I dun have hong kong leg. => When I sweat, the heel will become slippery and it keep sliding to the front of the heel making my toes veri veri painful lor... Haiz...

This mth is reali a veri busi mth.
School Sport Day on 21st and K2 Graduation Concert on 27th.
Belle is performing "Fashion Show". She told me she is learning 'catwalk' at school for the concert. Cant wait to see, muz be veri funny, she is veri ai swee and vain de. Hahahaha....
26th, Zhuzhu 2nd birthday. How tocelebrate le? At school celebrate seems abit lame.. Muz buy at least 2kg cake(heard frm the teacher) and all I dunno de. Rather brim him to Swensen and celebrate ourself. Buy cake and ice cream... Seems a good idea... hm....
Next mth, Pri 1 orentation at 17th. Really veri veri busy. Heard from a mum that on the day have to buy school uniforms la, shoes or socks la, textbooks la, etc, etc...
Aiyo.
Still have to find school bus and havnt decide should let her go studentcare or mum's there. I oso dunno how. So troublesome. Scare will make a mess... Wahahaha.....

Today went to This Fashion shop and bought myself a short and 2 tops.
Cause this month is Karin's birthday and she told me got an additional 10% discount and she ask me to go try to use her member.
Im acting veri auntie hor, actuali goin for discount stuff. Hahaha... Worse, I cheated for discount. Kekeke...

I went to Bukit Merah to help my mum do some thing after work and I also went to West mall to collect my parcel, a white high heel I bought online.
Now after trying, I find it too high!! Aiyo...
Walk will feel abit pain lor.. Cause its 3 inches I tink... Sian, wonder how to wear to work since Im so uncomfortable wearing it? Dunno should sell online anot..

Reali had a veri tiring day.

After went to so many places, now still busy with housechores.
Today we had roti prata for dinner. The coffeeshop beside my blk have opened a new roti prata shop.
Not Bad.
Kids love to eat roti prata and if we wan to eat still hav to walk a long long way out to buy.

Now no need liao.

Now is 9pm and Im goin to bath them and myself..
then make them sleep...
and then do mask...
and then continue bloggin..

10.36pm:-

Just make them to bed but havnt sleep. Dunno why they dun like to go bed early.. hmm..

Miss goin to the movies.
So long never go...

Karin just smses me. She is having fever and sore throat.
Luckily she no work tomolo but muz get well by Fri cos nid to work.

Gonna end now. Still got alot of things havnt finish and tomolo got work.

Oh, tink Garren never get the audition... Its oreadi wednesday liao.. Hm, forget it bah..

I finally rebonded my hair 2 weeks ago.
No time to update in my blog.. :)
Too busy working and looking after them..

Some photos of my latest hair...

Took during Karin's birthday.

Took only one photo with her. Dont mind my red eyes. Im not crying. Just sensitive becos of contact lenses. Dunnno why everytime I went clubbing my eyes wil turn red.. :)

Too dark at there, pic not nice at all. Her fren got took one for us.. But too dark cant see. He tink my phone is digital cam meh, actuali stand quite far from us to took. Tink he bit drunk liao. Tis I took myself de.

Went to eat Mc's breakfast after leaving Karin's party. Cam whoring while waiting for my food!!

Karin say straight still suit me beta. Hm, since only live once, must try out different things. But not those exaggerated type lor... Hahaha.... Ya, pimples keep poppin out recently, makes my moods super duper low lor... Haiz...

Last Wednesday brim Garren to Ubi for the audition. Wa, reali veri far le. We took mrt to Paya Lebar. It was peak hrs and the mrt was full of pple. Imagine we stand all the way til there.

Alot of pple with their kids turn up for the audition. I leave home ard 6pm and reach there at 7 goin 8pm.
That studio is called Studio at 3rd Avenue. Reach there already got a few parents waiting. Sibei sian lor. Reali dun like one of the ger staff there. My kids and I havnt eat and stil nid to wait so long so I told that idiot ger we go nearby petrol station buy something to bite. She nv told me if i leave, my quene will be the last person. When I thou its our turn, she actuali ask the person behind me to go in and I ask her how come. She say she dunno when I will be back and she dunno when I reach so have to let those who nv leave the room to go first. She say it will be unfair to those waiting in the room if she let me go first. WTF!! Its already 9pm, I cant possibly let my kids starve just for her fcuking photoshoot mah!! WAT A BITCH!!! Aiya, those parents fik flak angmo veri good, she want to lick their butts la. They thou they high class mah.. can flak angmo... If not becos I came so far, I already go home sleep, rather than wasting time with her... Actuali wanted to sms my agency to tell them I dun like her attitude. But aiya, they oso bo chap de la. The photographer is ok since we only interact for few mins. Just dun like the one that was enteraining everyone in the room.

Garren was veri shy when the photograher ask him to smile and do some posting. At home doesnt see him so paisey. Luckily Belle keep asking him do tis do that and maybe becos sis is around, he doesnt lok so tense. Took a few front, side and sitting position, it was finished. Waiting so long just to took few mins of pics. Boring... Even if Garren nv go chosen I oso nvm. Just wan him to experience something different during his childhood. As for the pics, free then upload. Reali no time at home to load and office cant load.

We took cab home since its already 9pm+ and went to coffeeshop to have dinner before we headed home. After bathing and changing them, make them to sleep, its already 11pm+ and they still got schooling and I still nid to work. Damn shag lor...

As for the result. I din go ask how and when since I so unhappy with that ger, but overheard a parent and her saying they will called at friday or Monday the latest but I dunno if they only called the chosen one or everyone. So if after next week no news then tink no chances liao. Or maybe next week then ask my agency beta.

And last Friday nite went to Karin's birthday at a disco pub, The Icon at around Tanjong Pager. I forgotten the area is wat liao. Wa, the place was a mess!! So many guys bcos there is a thai live band and alots if thai gers are entertaining those guys customers. Aiyo, reali dun like the place. I reach there at 12am+, half an hour later I left. Some more all her frenz are her classmates which I dont reali noe and her guy frenz all I dunno de. The only person I noe, Ah Lian, have already gone home. that disco pub reali cannot make it lor. Imagine Karin and her fren walk past a indian and he actuali touched them. Aiyo... I ask her why keep goin to a place like tat... she say they are changin places soon.. Anyway, wish her a Happy birthday and glad she enjoy herself...

Last night received a sms from Esther from eZens Modelz. She say Garren was shortlisted by DBS Print and they wan to meet him today at 2pm to 8pm or tomolo the same time at Ubi. I told her tomolo then I will brim Garren go cos his hair is too long and loks not so tidy.
Wonder is it ok cos his leg was full of scratching marks that was cos by mosquitoes bites. Hm...
Just let him go try out bah, for fun. Since its I who let them join the modelling de.
Will update tomolo once I reach home....

PICs Of Mooncakes Festival

We went to my mum's pl for the festival. Burn all the lanterns in the end... Hehe.. ^^