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My cozy home at BG...

Our own album on the wall in the room...

Today At Polyclinic.. with bb...

Taken at Kopitiam havin breakfast...

Today went for the register of Primary one at St Anthony. Aiyo, alot of pple lor... I reach after 830am.
Overslpt...

Reali veri troublesome. I saw alot of parents got rejected becos they din brim their original IC for the register. Nid to brim photocopied and original IC of both parents and birth cert of the kid.
For me, I was oso veri embarrassed cos I dun have IC if the father and I use the 'visit card' instead. They wan me to write a declaration form. And as we are all in a room. Seem like everyone can heard them tokin to me, askin me questions abt that idiot man.

After the registeration, brim bb for vaccination and assessment at Bukit Batok Polyclinic.
BB veri brave, never cry at all during the vaccination. All my 3 kids never cried when they go for injections. After that brim him go eat KFC and walk walk at West Mall.

Shit la, do all tis blog ting till I veri veri blur le lor...

Dunno Im unlucky or wat... Tis mth kids keep fallin sick.
Today Garren got stomach flu..-_-""

Make me can slp the whole nite cos he will keep vomitin. Today went to see doc. Now beta lor. At least nv complain stomach cramp and vomit.

Tomorrow he cant go sch, told my mum to help me lok after while I work. Luckily she agree. Cant take off since Im takin off on tues.

Tis comin TUES is Belle registeration for Pri One!!!
OOOoo, so excited!!
Finally comin!!!

SOoo long never mit up with those "aunties" liao...
Heard Sandy is preggy liao...
CONGRATZ to her!!!

Today suddenly tink of wedding gown and realize that I do reali wanted a wear at least once in my lifetime.
I never wear before even thou Im married and had 3 kids.
That man never will give me the chance the wear de..
Anyway, now I oso dun wan to wear with him.
Its oreadi meaningless... after every things he done...

Got to go orh orh liao..
Kids all are aslp and I nid to wake up at least at 6am tomorrow..

GD NITE...

My Bros all went to China to work... Sian lor.
Only left me with kids at home. My dad always come home late bcos of work...

So fast its goin to Aug. National Day is comin...
Each days passed, getting older and older. To tell the truth, Im scare of getting old. Maybe bcos I feel insecurity.

Today went to cut my hair thinner.
Tink wont be rebonding hair. No time and waste of money.
Reali no time since nid to work. If took off to do my hair. Pple in the office will say bad ting de.
Anyway, after cutting, feel not that messy liao.

Now tryin to find ways to earn more money.
Reali wanted to find a full time job but dunno I can make it anot.
Part time I oreadi like dying of tiredness.
Everyday after work still have to lok after them 3 al by myself. Worse, now they grow older, always fight fight fight, makin me so stress and moody.

Suddenly feel life so meaningless.
Dunno work anf fight so hard for wat...

Pple always say, "wah, 3 kids ar... Gd lor... next time old no nid to worry.."
How not to worry?
Maybe when they grow up they throw me aside leh?
Who noes it will happen or not...

Wanted to upgrade myself and yet no time cos nobody wan to help lok after them.
Dunno when then I can do wat I reali wan to do...

Hmm, if you ask me which place I hate the most in singapore, it would be MRT station... Dunno y everyone was so kiasu... Especially the lift...

Feel quite disgrace in 'some' Singaporean. Yester went to Jurong East Mrt to apply child EZ link for my Belle, as I was pushin my zhuzhu in a pram, I took lift up and down the station... Imagine, almost everyone hurri squeeze in the lift even thou I was standing there with my pram and 2 kids!!! I thou the lift are for those disabled or pram user??? SO DAMN INCONSIDERATION!!!

Of cos there are a few who let me in first!! I was so angry and even say out aloud," everyone is like no leg cannot take escalator...".

Then in the lift there is a auntie standing almost in the middle, never even tried to move a little inner... I got angry I keep bumpin her legs with my pram. Of cos she keep quiet. If she dare to scold me, I sure scold her back... So old liao oso dunno how to give way...

And its not the first time I got into tis kind of situation.

Haiz...

1. Wat U miss the most...?
I miss the time when Im still a teenager, carefree and free of troubles and problems..

2. Wat U wish to do in the future?
Settle down peacefully until the day I die...

3. Wat would U like to say abt urself now?
I sux in handling my life. Hope things gets beta.

4. R U on drugs now?
No, of cos! That kind of tthing hv long gone from my my life.

5. Who do U blame to cause ur life become like tis?
Myself? Him the most...

6. Wat do U do before U got married and have kids?
Wasting my life... have to thanks my kids for comin into my life and make me become another person.

7. Do U consider urself as a bad person?
No. If I am, I would have deserted my kids to him.

8. Wats ur baddest habit?
Smokin.

9. Wats do U tink of love?
I used to tink it sux...

10. Wats the toughest thing u ever met?
To unable to say 'sometin' out to everyone...

Haiz...

So 'fan' about the courts instal... Reali dun wan to owe them money lor... but how am I goin to clear off?

All is that stupid man fault!! Its muz be my bad luck to marry to him.. Im reali blind xia...

Lokin at the salary Im earning now, eat and use oso not enough liao, how to pay them??

I truely hatez him for makin my life a misery... Shit man!!

I reali hope tis can settle soon...

Anyway, next mth 5th Im goin to zoo with my kiddos!! Yeah!! finally !!!

Im sure Belle will be veri veri excited abt it, kekeke!!

Her english writin improve alot and Im glad she likes to do homework. She will do all the homework I ask her to do althou she can oli do for 1 or 1 1/2 hr.

Tried to teach Garren to write ABC, but hor, veri hard cos Im a left-handed... I cant write using right hand... So veri hard to guide him.

I have seen the "Black Sheep"... That movie is not that good to watch but its veri grosss... Bro brim back the show and I watch with my kids.. even them is not interested. Most of the horror movie they will watch unless the show is a bore.

I wan to change job. Find a better salary one after my Belle Pri 1 register... After phrase 2A2, still got 130 vacancy. Tink there are chance for her to get in the school!! ^^

Stupid blogger took a min to load posting page...

Okie, a quick bloggin...

Today whole day at home. Quite sick of my life sumtimes, maybe becos my life is rotating between work and kids.. So sickening lor...

I tink and tink of my life... I dun wan to continue like this but I never will give up my kids althou sumtimes will have tis idea when I veri fustrating...

I could have a better life if not becos of my stupid tinkin and stupid choice...

Everyday getting older and older and still dun have any achievement in my life... Never expect big changes in my life just tink that I had wasted half of my lifetime doin nothin...

Everyday I keep askin myself, " is this wat I wan?"

Nope, of cos... Just too naive when I was young and ended up in this state...

Got to go now...

Nid to do some midnite cookin, hahaha..

Finally!!!! I went for my eyelashes permin!!! Yeah!!! hahaha...

Nice anot? Becum so curl up hor... They call this perm wawa perm... The salon pple say this perm curl more natural than those normal perm.. u tink so?

Eyelashes veri nice but the slight eyebags and dark eyes circle so ugly lor... Haiz...

MUM's & BELLE's BIRthDAY!!

.:IL'S PLACE:.

Yesterday celebrate Belle's birthday. Went back to my il's hse for celebration at 1pm+. Actuali got ask their yipo and aunts... But they din come as I nid to leave at 6 and they comin at 6+pm..

Karin and her sons all got come. Mic and her kids too..

The cake was not veri nice as it was bought by my fil. He like no taste, should hv buy a cartoon type.. "" And the name, I tink he dunno hw to spell... oli put surname.. dunno celebrate for who sia...

But the kids enjoy themselves since there are so many kids...

Me and karin.. ^^

~::@ MUM'S PLACE::~

For ur information, my mummy and my daughter birthday are the same date and mth. Tats y I have to rush over my mum there to celebrate with her. ^^

Althou my mum and dad r divorce and I living wit my dad eversince Im 16... I still miz and love my mum alot...

HAppy birthday mum... Sori tat I can be more filial to you!!

Belle's registering for Primary School will be on 31st July to I tink 2nd Aug for my phrase.
I wanted to enrol her in St' Anthony Pri.. Cos veri near my hse and I tink thats not a bad school.
GOD, hope stil got vacancy by the time I enrol her.

The register time start from mornin 8am... I was wondering I should go at how early???
7am? 6? Or 5?

1st time enrol my kid to Primary.. I quite wori for her since cos Im scare she cant handle Primary school... haiz...

Went to check MOE website and noe only left 161 vacancy. Nobody from other phrases have register yet...

Getting late and Im veri tired.. gonna go slp...

Transfomer

Yesterday went for midnite show, Transformer!! God, its reali a veri great show!! Recommended pple to go watch.

I reali fall in love with the show. Im tryin to find the show and keep it as a collection. Cos the show is reali damn nice. And I wanted to let my bois watch too... afterall its a childhood cartoon mah...

Like the part where they tranform into car or robot... especially the sound effect, reminds me alot of my childhood... how I wish I can go back to being a kid...



I love Optimus Prime!!

Yup, Jus now went to buy my sandal. But its not the 1 I reali wan lor. Wat I wan is from Bata de, but they say no more stock lor... SO I buy a cheap one at one of the shop opposite my hse.

Oso, I brim both bois to cut hair.. Too long liao, cover their eyes le, not good for them lor. Now everytin prices goes up liao. Last time kids cut hair 6 buck, now 7 buck sia... -_-"

BB cut first, I let him sit himself to cut, he was not veri willin to... when it was almost done, he was crying out.. see the last pic, his mouth and change shape, was like goin to cry out, hehehe...

This is how he lok after the haircut!! ^^

Then its Garren turn..

Garren was veri good. He sit there quietly and let the auntie cut for him...

this is his new hairstyle!! Hehehe...

And tomolo Im tinkin of goin for my EYELASHES PERMIN!!! Yeah!!!

Aiyo, today reach home at 6pm. Went Yishun for awhile, fall aslp in train while on the way home... Ended up at Batok mrt, sit back to Gombak...

So tired lor, last nite nv slp well cos damn weather so hot...

Last nite do my nails till midnite, morning wake up late lor...

Damn, I love Red Nail polish SOO much~~

Stil got to go fetch them.

Wanted to buy a sandal at BATA, but till now havnt go buy. Still wondering buy the flower design 1 or the normal white color de...

Jus now at Yishun bought a original Aladdin Cartoon VCD for the kids to watch. Actuali I oso wanted to watch. So many yrs nv watch liao, hahaha...

Mayb ltr go buy the sandal.

Wanted to cook dinner de, but reali veir tired liao lor. Tink brim them out eat can liao. Its reali veri tired after work still have to tink wat to cook. Later still have to wash clothes lei...

Being a mum is reali not easy, especially a mum-cum-dad of 3 kids.

Oh, ya, today no work. Cos today Sch closure becos of Youth Day. Sian lor at home.

Dunno Y keep feelin veri down and moody. Hate tis kind of feelin lei...

Wanted to go for eyelash perm but reali dun have the time to. Cannot brim all 3 along... Haiz. Even wan to go do hair oso have to find 1 day and took off to go do lor.

Took tis photos few days ago. See Belle have the strength to carry her bro... SOO cute hor..

The Fairy GodBaby. Jayden! Hahaha, playing with his Sis Fairy wings.

Im kinda sian of my perm hair. Miz straight hair. Tink I an to go back for my Ah Gong hairstyle. By tis mth I will go for my rebonding.

If can, hope to do watever I wan by tis mth, hahaha... As if I got so much $$$...

Anyway, the GST money got no help at all. Most of it have spent off liao. So little how to cover all 4 of us lei? They should give more to those with kids lor. Hahaha...!!!

Reali wan to change job. Part-time earn not enough for 4 of us. How is it possible 1000+ a mth can pay for food, bills, sch fee, milk powder & pampers + other tings for 4 of us leh?

Haiz, worse, nobody willin to help in lokin after them and its hard for me to find job when they noe I got so many kids and properly will keep takin off in case they got sick or sch closure.

Tink Im goin dwn my mum pl later. At home reali veri boring lor...

Went to read other mummies bloggies and glad that all of them are fine!!

Hmm, I dunno whether Im counted as fine or wat.. But I reali did feel stress. If not for the debt cause by him, that makes headaches, now maybe my life is fine.

Anyway, Im planning to brim all of them to Zoo. Havnt decided when to go. I know they have to wanted to go for along time...

Belle's birthday is reaching. 7th of July. She wanted a play-doh dental set. Im plannin to give her tis as a present.

Kelly ask me to go out tis 20th. Dunno go where lei. She last mth sms me and say want to book me on 20th, hahaha...

Tis sch term Belle sch started to let them have spelling test. Reali veri hard to teach her to remember those words. She keep anyhow write then wanted to go playground. SO sian.. So hard to teach...

1. butterfly
2. lizard
3. worm
4. bee
5. snail

These are the 5 words she nid to remember... Can she?? Haiz...

Oh, I wanted to go see the Transformer Show too!!! Seems like veri nice. Childhood cartoon, of cos will wan to go see.. hehe...

OMG, weather is so hot nowadays, making me more fustrated lor...
BB learn to sing alot of songs, hehe, so cute when he sing...

O well, got to bath them. Weather too hot. Even I cant stand the stupid heat. -_-