weekend again~

I am now at Bukit Batok Swimming complex.
I am so given up on these kiddos. Can play with water from 2pm+ till now.
Don't they feel tired?
Well, at the least I got my peace and quiet and guess what...
Today weather is sooooo good~!!
So warm and windy...
I am relaxing now, surfing net while waiting for them.
Going to let them play till 6pm.
Actually wanted to leave early cos was planning to go find mum after swimming.
But mum called and say change to tomorrow. Since my bro just reach home from reservice.
Back to morning topic.
Being women is really very tough. Especially a from a poor family.
There are so much suffering that we can't say out...
Can only swallow back into our stomach.
I realized no matter how many times we tried,
we always ended up into the same path...
Same situation... only different people.
Please don't think I'm having a good life now.
And I began to understand no one is really having a good life now out there.
People only show the good side of their life, never the bad side.
Including myself.
Think today is the most relaxing day eversince this year started.
Glad that they are enjoying themselves.
Cos of them, I sacrifice alot.
My time, my youth, my saving, my career... and my life.
That is why mums are always the best.
Dads are just a minor character in life, especially when they thou they are being responsible already just by giving money.
They are nothing if mums are from a rich family... Hahaha...

Happiness~

Yesterday chat with one of my oldest fren.
I haven't being in touch with her for a long time.
After chatting with her, makes me realized actually alot of my friends are not really happy after marriage.
Makes me realized that out of 100%, 80% of my friends are not happy from the 1st few yrs onward.
So, are there really none of them really happily married? Hmm...
Not that I can think of..
I come to a term tat men that are suitable as a boyfriend are not suitable as husband and vice versa.
A romantic boyfriend are hard to become a responsible husband.
That's why I always told belle, study hard and earn money yourself when she grow up, if not, find a rich guy and marry. At the least when divorce still can split his money.
Some people will say, how can I teach her like that?
Come on, be realistic.
There are no prince charming in a white horse kind of stupid story.
I would have appreciated if my mum taught me this way.