Another day passed~

Exam time are going to start.
Next week onwards are Belle's first semester exam.
I'm quite worry for her since thing are more difficult than before and she doesn't like to revise her work at all.

Last night went through all the photos of them. From baby time till now and I think back at the time when there is only Belle. Then came Garren.
Then Jayden.

I realized that I like to take alot of photos of them. Well, I told myself no matter what I must leave lots of photos thru out their childhood so that when they grow up we can go through it together, happily... like last night when I look through myself and I realized she had grown alot.

Remember that time I only had her. We do things together, sleep together, bath together...
Come to think of it, she never really leave my side before...

Now that she had grow up, had her own thinking...

I really love them so much that I was so afraid that they will break my heart...
Well, I also went through this, doesn't I?
And I believed I also broke my parent's heart before...

I regretted...

Being parent will have endless worries about their children no matter how grown up they are...
This is more confirm after talking to Lilian this afternoon and Karin this few days.
Everyone are worried for the future of children... Giving them all the best things we can give...

Anyway, tomorrow is my birthday!!

Happy Birthday to me!! Another step towards 30!!!!

They are Overseas again~

Both my bros went overseas again. This morning when I wake up they are not home anymore...

I miss them actually.. alot...

Now that both are not around I feel alone and empty. Why?
Maybe because without them around, there are no more jokes and pranks... No one to talk too...

I really feel very low mood...

Home doesn't feel like family cause so many members are not around...

Haiz...

Although it seems like we are not close, actually not.
Three of us likes to made fun of one another sometimes. It feel warm cozy when we talk about the childhood..

Im just a emotional person and family means alot to me...

He's fine, thanks God~!!

Yesterday was planning to bring Jayden to another doctor. Luckily, when we wake up, I saw that those spots and patches had began to fade... and not so swollen.
He is beginning to recover!!!

I was so worry he might got something dirty and cause his allergy... might be the heat that cause those rashes...

Today he went back to school.
Although there are still rashes, but alots have faded and teacher also think its recovering.

But...

My dear boy was so enjoying at home that he actually don't want to go school.
He keep telling me that he have red dot dot on his face when I told him he must go school since he recovered... and cried very very loud when the teacher carried him into school cause he didn't want to step in the school.

Oh, boy...

Must be because I spoilted him during these few days while he is sick...
Ice-creams, sweets, TVs, VCDs, soaking in water while bathing...




Notice the white thing on his body?
That's the medicine to ease the itchiness...Very cooling... But don't know why he didn't like it at all...

Well, really had a 'shocking' week...

He always got into weird sickness eversince he was born.
Remember when he was 1 month old, actually admitted to hospital because of fever... Haiz...